Saturday, September 13, 2008

the plan revealed

it feels like i have giant weights on my shoulders keeping me from doing anything. i've accomplished so little in the last week, i'm ashamed of myself. even though everything is fairly good and going according to plan, i feel like shit. i don't know if it's the seasonal change or just the stress of moving and tying up loose ends, but nothing seems worthwhile. my best times are at work when i know the job i have to do and i have people to talk to while i do it. i never used to be like this. i always liked my time alone and was productive in it. i guess i'm just in a gloomy spell.
meanwhile, i think it's time to reveal my plan for winter. some of my loudmouth friends have already spilled the beans, so i see no point in keeping it under wraps anymore. after my next great american roadtrip, i'm hopping on a plane with freyja and landing on a caribbean island. yes, i do know where i'm landing, but i may not stay there, so suffice it to say i'll be somewhere in the caribbean for winter 08-09. i have a friend from denver who is moving there too and will be there ahead of me so i will have a place to stay when i arrive. i have no idea what i'll do once i'm there. this is my gift to myself after 30 years of harsh winters, and 7 months of vandwelling.

8 comments:

Sub Girl said...

Awesome!

beautiful_hippie said...

That sounds like a good plan. I hope your little gift to yourself!

Anonymous said...

beautiful_hippie's comment doesn't make sense. stupid_hippie

Jack said...

Glad to hear things are set. Enjoy your time in the sun! Does this mean no more vandwelling?

J

http://thejunglefever.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

you are a hopeless optimist.
WHERE YOU ARE AINT NO GOOD-- UNLESS YOU CAN GET AWAY FROM IT.
the best destination is a journey well traveled.
THE WAY OUT IS THROUGH.
See you soon, sister

Shann said...

Bluest Water in the world....sigh should Charlotte go swimming with the dolphins I wonder?

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