keeping in touch

i've been a bad friend. i've kinda always been this way though, and i don't know what to do about it. thing is, when i'm around my friends, i have no problem keeping in touch, but when we live far away, i never call. it sucks and i'm tired of it. i do not want to be controlled by a little piece of plastic and metal! it's not scary to pick up the phone and CALL people i love. i got a message from a dear friend yesterday who i haven't seen in over a year and who dropped off the face of the earth for a while, but is back now. and for some reason, i'm sitting here typing instead of calling him back.